beach fear.

Huntington Beach

Big WAVES @ Huntington Beach

I love Hollister's summer fashion. I love wearing board shorts. I like Huntington Beach. I like watching the sunset in the beach. BUT, takot ako sa dagat. i don't like the uncertainty of its surface. i don't like the strong waves that pull me closer to the water and then push me back to the shore.

i like standing in the shore, enjoying its view, beauty, like what they say. but that's it. i did some boogie boarding (like surfing) but hell, i don't wanna do it again.

i'm going to Huntington Beach again, for raleigh. I have to look after him which means i have to go with him in the water. Shit. That beach has serious big waves!

Three Greatest Challenges of MY LIFE.

1. Get the Driver's License

I need to get this by June. My California ID is about to expire on that month, the driver's license can be the replacement instead of getting an id renewal. I just passed the written test to get the driving permit, which i will use for driving school. 31/36 was my score, 30 is the passing score hahaha good thing I passed on my first try. I have three chances to pass anyway. I'll be starting my drving lessons in two weeks. Then in a month, I need to take the actual driving test and pass it. The driver's license shall start my independent life.

2. Get a JOB

What's the point of having a car if you don't have gas money? And the best way to spell shopping is $$$HOPPING. I don't know how to get a good part time job. I don't have experience. It'll be scary for sure. But I need money!

3. Go to school.

I'm expected to go to school this coming fall semester.

Three things to achieve. Three things to survive America.

just bored.

1. Where is the person you have
feelings for right now?
- i dont know, her house or school.

2. When was your last hug?
- earlier

3. Did the last person you held hands
with mean anything to you?
- yes. he's my brother

4. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- sometimes.

5. What are you doing right now?
- chatting with mm and this

6. Whose others' Friendsters Password
Do You Have?
- no one

7. Name what you did yesterday?
- woke up late, picked up chanell from school, watched a lot of tv

8. Do you have a job?
- no, none for now.

10. Have you ever been suspended or
expelled from school?
- they wish they had. hahaha

11. Is there someone you wanna date
right now?
- yeah, my girlfriend. haha.

12. Have you ever crawled through a
window?
- no

14. Can you handle the truth?
- if it's not that heavy hahaha

15. Are you too forgiving?
- yeah

16. Ever have a sleepover with the
opposite sex?
- yes. best friend mike and em

18. Are you closer to your mother or
father?
- mom

19. Have you ever wanted to be a
teacher?
- yes, still wanting

20. Do you have trust issues?
- no.

21. Would you live with someone without
marrying them?
- maybe haha

22. Have your friends ever seen you
cry?
- yes

23. Who was the last person you cried
in front of?
- can't remember

24. Have you ever wanted to strip naked
in front of someone?
- no

26. Do you eat vegetables?
- yes

28. What are you listening to?
- noise from the kids

29. If you could pick one person to
disappear from the planet, who would
it be?
- since i have a chance to be mean right now, it'll be allana! hahaha

30: Have you ever cried because of
something someone said to you?
- yes

32: Speaking of church, are you going
to heaven or hell? -dont give a shit

33: If you're having a bad day, who are
you most likely to go to?
- in pinas, i have maita. here in states, it'll probably be rara.