you're a part time lover and a full time friend.

Anyone else but YOU
by Moldy Peaches

i think i need to go.

i should be back when i'm less miserable. i just have to be better. im really not okay. im not moving on, i just need to feel that i can live through this.

it's crazy losing your first love.

Kobe is MVP

yeah! finally! *clap* *clap* you're nothing chris paul!

beach fear.

Huntington Beach

Big WAVES @ Huntington Beach

I love Hollister's summer fashion. I love wearing board shorts. I like Huntington Beach. I like watching the sunset in the beach. BUT, takot ako sa dagat. i don't like the uncertainty of its surface. i don't like the strong waves that pull me closer to the water and then push me back to the shore.

i like standing in the shore, enjoying its view, beauty, like what they say. but that's it. i did some boogie boarding (like surfing) but hell, i don't wanna do it again.

i'm going to Huntington Beach again, for raleigh. I have to look after him which means i have to go with him in the water. Shit. That beach has serious big waves!

Three Greatest Challenges of MY LIFE.

1. Get the Driver's License

I need to get this by June. My California ID is about to expire on that month, the driver's license can be the replacement instead of getting an id renewal. I just passed the written test to get the driving permit, which i will use for driving school. 31/36 was my score, 30 is the passing score hahaha good thing I passed on my first try. I have three chances to pass anyway. I'll be starting my drving lessons in two weeks. Then in a month, I need to take the actual driving test and pass it. The driver's license shall start my independent life.

2. Get a JOB

What's the point of having a car if you don't have gas money? And the best way to spell shopping is $$$HOPPING. I don't know how to get a good part time job. I don't have experience. It'll be scary for sure. But I need money!

3. Go to school.

I'm expected to go to school this coming fall semester.

Three things to achieve. Three things to survive America.

just bored.

1. Where is the person you have
feelings for right now?
- i dont know, her house or school.

2. When was your last hug?
- earlier

3. Did the last person you held hands
with mean anything to you?
- yes. he's my brother

4. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- sometimes.

5. What are you doing right now?
- chatting with mm and this

6. Whose others' Friendsters Password
Do You Have?
- no one

7. Name what you did yesterday?
- woke up late, picked up chanell from school, watched a lot of tv

8. Do you have a job?
- no, none for now.

10. Have you ever been suspended or
expelled from school?
- they wish they had. hahaha

11. Is there someone you wanna date
right now?
- yeah, my girlfriend. haha.

12. Have you ever crawled through a
window?
- no

14. Can you handle the truth?
- if it's not that heavy hahaha

15. Are you too forgiving?
- yeah

16. Ever have a sleepover with the
opposite sex?
- yes. best friend mike and em

18. Are you closer to your mother or
father?
- mom

19. Have you ever wanted to be a
teacher?
- yes, still wanting

20. Do you have trust issues?
- no.

21. Would you live with someone without
marrying them?
- maybe haha

22. Have your friends ever seen you
cry?
- yes

23. Who was the last person you cried
in front of?
- can't remember

24. Have you ever wanted to strip naked
in front of someone?
- no

26. Do you eat vegetables?
- yes

28. What are you listening to?
- noise from the kids

29. If you could pick one person to
disappear from the planet, who would
it be?
- since i have a chance to be mean right now, it'll be allana! hahaha

30: Have you ever cried because of
something someone said to you?
- yes

32: Speaking of church, are you going
to heaven or hell? -dont give a shit

33: If you're having a bad day, who are
you most likely to go to?
- in pinas, i have maita. here in states, it'll probably be rara.

I am SUPERMAN

Ayos! Haha. Thank you Laui for this. :) haha. Brandon Routh, LAOS! Wahahaha

All my bags are packed now, I'm ready to go.

Well, I'm just not.

I haven't packed anything. My room is so messy, I don't know when I'll start packing. I plan to put all of my things in a box and have it checked in along with my other bags. I don't want to hand carry anything heavy. My heart is heavy enough to slow me down.

I haven't packed anything. I don't have a lot of time but I'm still procrastinating. I keep postponing what I should be doing.

I'm not ready to go. that's why I haven't packed yet. I'm just not ready but the sad part is, I can not postpone this. I'm still leaving. Whether I start packing now or do it on the day of my flight, I will still leave on Saturday.

I'm not ready to go. I know I'm not the only one who feels this way.

i miss...

Coco. i'm gonna be seeing u again soon. i can't wait. you're still my dork :D btw, u look stupid here hahaha. or is it just too purple-y. lmfao. i'm gonna see u ballin, and im gonna go LMFAO coz u be playin with mjs ass. haha.

i just miss u a lot. and chrissy.

sa letrang A...

you're such a crap. kapikoooonnn!!!

hahaha. 

owell, kaya ka malas sa pag ibig eh.

karma mo yan.

ugh. ansama mo. bigtime!

now i know why you were always laughing.

hmm kaya pala.

ASA u. uulitin ko, malas ka sa pag ibig kasi bad ka. haha. 

---

hayy laui. kaw lang nakaunawa kung sino inaaway ko. hahaha. digimon!

I'm Just Not...

In the Language of Ballet

I want to make a "pas" forward.

I want to "pas" up.

haha. :)

let's begin with premiere.

Hindi talaga...

hindi makakakilos.

hindi maaabot.

hindi pwede.

hindi.

bakit kailangan mo magballet, habang may hawak akong basketball?

Hindi talaga.

hindi makakakilos.

hindi maaabot.

hindi pwede.

hindi.

bumabagal

talaga ang takbo ng isip ko.

dapat talaga bumaba na lang ako kanina. ang layo na kasi bago ko pa naisipan gawin yon.

sinundan ka lang ng mga mata ko, hanggang sa di ka na maabot ng mga ito.

minsan lang. minsan lang may ganun pagkakataon. minsan ka lang maglalakad mag isa.

hayy.

"...and as she carries on without a doubt i wonder if she has figured it out..."

she was the one to hold me
the night the sky fell down
and what was I thinking when the world didn't end
why didn't I know what I know now?

THE BEST BIRTHDAY WEEK (UP edition)

February 11-15, 2008. hahaha. eh ang haba talaga ng birthday ko. araw-araw may bumabati. funny talaga. Naconfuse na nga yung iba kung kelan talaga ang birthday ko. HAHA. Feb11.

Masayang masaya talaga ko. Nagkakaganito siguro ko kasi next year, hindi ko na masspend yung birthday ko dito. Hayy.

Thank you talaga sa mga nagsurprise sakin. Sorry na lang talaga sa tipid kong reaksyon, alam niyo naman na ganun talaga ko. Hehe. Pero na-touch ako talaga eh :)

Matatagalan pa siguro bago ako magcelebrate ng birthday na kasama kayo basta sisiguruhin ko na hindi ito yung huli.

Salamat sa FLCD circlers and friends sa inyong birthday surprise at sa pagpunta sa Drews, lalo na talaga sainyo Ksquare.

Thank you TOURCHES team including coach pippo and coach car, na nagsupport sa surprise ni inna sakin :) Beybeh Anna at Koojai Love, salamat sa walang sawang pagsuporta sakin, hahaha. alam niyo na ibig ko sabihin :) Mika, kahit tinulugan mo kami, at pinaghintay ng matagal, salamat pa din. haha.

Onga pala inna, maraming salamat sayo. Haha. kahit nagiging bad influence na yata ko sayo. hehehe.

Kish, kahit clueless ka kung ano talaga occasion salamat kasi pinuntahan mo kami. hahaha.

Ballerina and DGmon, pinapasaya niyo talaga ko. Haha.

Ayun, basta, happy kung happy talaga ang birthday week ko ng dahil sa inyo. :)

NO U-TURN

I just have to move forward.

wait. nasusuka ako. :p sa ibang araw ko na lang tutuloy tong dramang ito. hahaha. mag-gagather muna ko ng thoughts. may amats pa.

Dumbest thing you've ever heard anyone say

Sobrang funny talaga makinig sa Monster Radio's Morning Rush Top Ten. Ito lang pinapakinggan kong program sa radio station na ito.

Got this from Chico garcia's blog: (ito ung mga hindi na-air during the program)

This was a hilarious Top Ten, and waaay too many entries to waste! So I’m so relieved to give you some of the other entries, especially the “naughtier” ones.

January 25, 2008 - The Top Ten Dumbest Thing You’ve Ever Heard Anyone Say

1. YnaKi - An Eat Bulaga contestant was asked by Joey and Vic: “Ano sa Tagalog ang grasshopper?” Contestant: “Ahmm. . .Huling Hapunan?”
2. Idlepsych - It was an ex-PBB housemate (1st batch) who said this: “Big Brother, ginagawa po nila ako laughing stuff…”
3. Myckle Mouse - In Wowowee, the question was: “Kung ang ’sigaw’ ay ’shout’ sa Inggles, ano naman sa Tagalog ang ‘whisper’?” The contestant answered: “Napkin!”
4. Dongster - While watchng the news yesterday about a kid killed by a bulldozer, our maid commented: “Kaya ayoko mag-alaga ng aso eh…”
5. No name - My friend and I were walking up the stairs of our schools new bldg. She said out of nowhere: “Imagine mo kung di ginawa ‘tong bldg, umaakyat tayo sa hangin?”
6. Ker - My cousin at a DRIVE-THRU: “Miss, puwedeng take out?”
   
7. Loipogi - Nadia Montenegro promoting her movie: “Please watch ‘The Life Story of Julie Vega’, opening na po on the twenty-twoth of November.”
8. Frederique - In a burger joint I heard a man say: “Miss, isa ngang ‘amusing’ aloha at saka ‘kidney’ meal.” Server: “Dine in po ba or to go?” The man answered: “Ayoko ng sago!”
   
9. No name - I was making cookies at home when I ran out of cookie sheets, so I called our maid and said: “Manang bili ka nga ng cookie sheet.” And she replied: “Ano po, solo o litro?” (coke is it)
10. Marissa - My friend said: “Ang galing ‘no, yung Ash Wednesday last year , Miyerkules din pumatak!”
11. Jasmin - A non-Christian vendor selling a Last Supper painting: “Ma’am bili po kayo ng frame, maganda po ito, ‘Hesus and Company.”
12. No name - While watching “Apollo 13″, after she heard the line: “Houston, we have a problem.” My ex-girlfriend asked: “Sino si Houston?”
13. Dukeman - My aunt was going to the US for the 1st time. She told us: “Nagpapabili ang tita niyo ng ‘autistic’ guitar. Saan ba nakakabili nun?”
14. No name - We were marketing for an org event, when one of my orgmates wanted to clear the definition of the types of sponsors (Major, Minor, Patron, etc.) So she asked her grandma: “Lola, anong mas mataas sa Patron?” Her lola replied: “Patron? Eh di Shell!”
15. Ardiepot - Also in a gameshow. Host: “Ano sa Tagalog ang ‘teeth’?” Contestant: “Utong!”
16. Missy Ricat - I once heard an emcee say: “Let’s give her a warm of applause!”
17. Epoy - One classmate in highschool said, “Ang cute naman ng sintas mo, luminou!” I corrected him and said, “luminous!” Then he replied, “Oo nga pala, plural!”
18. No name - Barker ng bus: Ah Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao!!!” Pasahero: “Boss, Cubao?”
19. Jen - Sa isang gameshow, tinanong ng host: “Anong ‘P’ ang Tagalog ng ’storey’ o ‘floor’ ng building?” Contestan: “PIP PLOR!”
20. No name - An officemate of ours told us a story about driving alone in her car: “Alam niyo, pag nag-iisa ako, feeling ko…wala akong kasama…”
21. Rome - I had a customer on the line who had a password on his account. I asked for the password but he forgot. I gave him a clue: “It’s a 4-digit number.” He answered, “Uhm…’ROCKY’?”
22. Slowbyslow - I overheard a lady place an order at Starbucks: “One cup of chino please.”
23. Eve - An officemate once asked: “Saan sa Quezon City ang Mandaluyong?”
24. Asht - I had a meeting with a friend and I noticed that both of us were wearing stripes. He suddenly blurted out: “Uy, stripes din! It’s the color of the day!”
25. Ruby - My sister said of our neighbor who was our arch enemy: “Mamatay na sana kapitbahay natin!” I told her not to say that, coz it might bounce back to us. Then she said, “Ah ganun ba yun? In that case, mamatay na sana tayo!”
26. No name - When I saw that I got a missed call, I said, “Hey, I got a missed call!” My friend said, “Anong sabi?”
27. Jonalou22 - From the gameshow “The Weakest Link”. Host Edu Manzano asked: “Anong ‘T’ ang ibinibigay ng konduktor pag nagbayad ka ng pamasahe sa bus?” Ian Veneracion answered: “TUKLI!”
28. Joeygirl - We were reviewing for an exam and we were already dead tired. A classmate said, “Hala, brownout!” Pagtingin namin, nakapikit pala siya.
29. Eliteblood - A call center agent told a foreign customer regarding the changing of the due date of her credit card: “Ma’am, I already changed your monthly period.”
30. Draco’s Biatch - A home economics teacher asked us: “How do you make wet floor and tow duff?” Translation: “How do you make wheat flour and tough dough”.
31. Kate Molds - During a shower party for my friend, the married women were giving tips on the do’s & dont’s of sexual intercourse, when the bride asked: “Hindi ba kasama yung betlog sa pinapasok?”
32. Loi Pogi - Melanie Marquez: “Ang tatay ko lang ang only living legend na buhay pa.”

Where?

San si Maita? San si Kish? hahaha. kulet nitong dalawa. :) magpinsan na mukhang magkapatid! hahaha. Nakakatawa talaga mga pictures, mata lang ata nagkaiba. "Spot the difference!"

Our CONSCIENCE...

When God activates the conscience...

We take responsibility for our own personal guilt.

We become recipients of undeserved expressions of grace.

When these things happen, that's when we begin to gain a different perspective of our situation.

"from bad beginnings to happy endings.."

Heard these things from Pastor Manny, last Sunday :)

It was worth the wait :)

I need to make up for my stupid mistakes. I will start. No, I have started. Like last night. I will continue this task that I gave myself.

waited for almost 8 hours. whew. just to go home with you. so worth it :)

Special thanks to Mother Theresa Girls' Dormitory Room 307. Kina Clarissa at Maggie sa pagkupkop nila sakin buong gabi. Salamat Maggie for cooking chunkee corned beef :) Kay Judith na nagdala ng spaghetti. Kay Jian na dumayo din doon kahit na muntik siya maligaw. Kay Aaron na dumaan doon before going home.

Maraming salamat din dun sa tindahan na maya't maya naming inistorbo sa pagbili ng yelo, alak at yosi. Haha. Pasensya na sa mga nakatambay sa lobby nung dorm kung naiistorbo kayo sa paglabas-pasok namin.

Masaya naman. Naka-bond kong muli ung ilang Hensengagas, kahit kalahati lang tayo. Sa uulitin.

Pakyuu ka Maggie! Ikaw na ang big winner sa tong its! ubos ang barya namin ni Cla. Mahigit 50php pinanalo mo ah!

Akala ko 9pm uwi na ko, kala ko makakasakay pa ko ng lrt pabalik ng santolan. Hindi pala. MILAGRO! Hindi ako nayamot sa pag aantay. Hehe. Ang tagal talaga ng inantay ko, walong oras. Pero okay lang. Masaya naman.

Lagi kitang hinihintay. at Okay lang talaga :)

New Year Muli :)

Isasabay ko na lang sa Chinese New Year ang ilang mga pagbabago. Medyo windang kasi ang unang buwan ng taon para sa akin. Kaya babawi na lang ako ngayong Pebrero. Tutal, isa naman ito sa paborito kong buwan. Sayang at sandali lamang ito, kaya nga lulubusin ko na ang pagkakataon.

I promise to make myself happy. :)

Pinaka LOVE kong BOYS :)

My best friend for 9 years :) Mike Neilsen Chong, my Dihia :) Wala nang papalit sa kanya. Siya ang may sala kung bakit SUUUUPERRR lakas ko mang asar o mang BULLY hahaha. Siya nagturo sakin maging pasaway. hahaha. But I love him talaga. Sobrang sweet na best friend.

Naalala ko pa, kahit magkagalit kami, magkasama pa din kami. Tabi pa din kami sa class, kahit hindi nag uusap. Sobrang inseparable kami. Karamihan ng sulat sa notebook ko, hand writing niya. Haha. Siya taga sulat ko. Lagi ko din siya partner sa lahat. Haha. Partners in crime. Hari at Reyna (pwede ding Hari uli hahaha) kami ng kalokohan.

Sundan mo ko sa States ha! Antayin kita dun. Hahaha.

the next boy in my life:

My only brother, Raleigh Joseph Juaner :) My Bebe Rara. Super kulit. Napapasayaw sa "watch me dooooo" ng Crank that Soulja Boy. Nakikikanta ng "uh uh uh uh uh ohhh..." ng Me Love. Batang mahilig sa "coke" at sa "coatie" (chocolate). Mana sa akin, maarte, as in "eeewww" super pihikan din sa pananamit, siya pumipili. kailangan terno! kailangan naka-shoes lagi kahit nasa bahay lang, ayaw ng sandals!

"AAARRRGGGHH" pag naiinis siya. "NO NO NO NO NO!!!" pag sinabi mong, "u wanna go to the corner??"

I miss his mohawk :) Kinailangan pa namin suhulan ng lolli"POP" para mag-behave sa barber shop. He loved fixing his hair, after bath, naghahanap ng gel. haha. arte.

Iyakin. Pikon.

Namimiss ako kagad. When he first saw me in LA after being away for 2 weeks, he screamed: "ABBIIIIEEEE!!!!" oo, ABBIE lang talaga. hahaha. baliw. minsan lang mag ATE, pag nagpapaawa na ialis na sa corner. hahaha.

Everybody's baby boy :) I miss being with you!

Sobrang LOVE ko sina Dihia at Rara.

Ups and Downs

Minsan talaga, isa lang akong malaking tanga. Hmm. Hindi pala minsan, in fact, madalas. Nakakainis ng sobra. Kung ano ano talaga ginagawa kong katangahan.

Malalang katangahan, bat ko ba yun ginawa? Ayan tuloy, naba-bother pa din ako. I'm being haunted by all the "what ifs" Grabe. Hindi pa din ako mahilig mag-think twice. Impulsive pa din. Patapos na ang Enero, patapos na rin ang DGMon series. Pero aaminin ko, I'm still thinking about it. I don't want it to be over. There! I said it. But there's not a lot of time for me, there's nothing I can do. Ang tanga ko kasi. But still, DumadaGundong pa din c'Mon! at sadyang DimapiGilan pa din! Ang sad tuloy. Naiinis talaga ko. Sayang.

Another katangahan. Sana inisip ko ng mabuti bago ako pumayag. Sana hindi ko nalang ipinilit ibalik pa yung nawawala na. Siguro ayaw ko lang isuko kasi sayang ang mahabang panahon. Sayang. Ang tanga ko kasi. Ang tanga mo din. Pasensya na, nasanay na talaga kong wala ka, kahit noon pa. Akala ko magiging kasing-saya pa din ng noon, pero hindi na pala. Matagal na akong napagod. Matagal ka nang nahuli sa pagbalik. I just wanted to hold on, because that's what I've been doing for so long, I got used to it. But things have changed, I have changed. You're still the biggest part of me. I don't know how it's going to be in the months to come but you and me, all these five years, I feel it's ending.

Tanga sa Ballerina. Nagtatangatangahan na kunwari hindi ko alam. Natatanga kapag kinakausap. Napapatanga kapag kaharap na. Basta, tanga. Haha. Wala akong masabi.

Tanga tumakbo. Masama tumakbo pag hindi mo alam ang lalim ng lupang tinatakbuhan mo. Parang bata lang, todo takbo pa ako, pero sablay naman! Nagalusan tuloy ako. Masakit. Makapigil hininga ang pagbuhos ko ng alcohol sa aking yayay.

Bakit ba ako bumabasketbol? Alam ko lang magshoot ng magshoot, tamad ako tumakbo, takot ako pag nilalapitan ng defenders. HAHA. ayun na nga, tamad talaga ako tumakbo, takot ako mabangga. Dapat nilalabas ko dito ang pagka-"manly" ko, but no! ang pa-girl ko lang compared sa iba. HAHA. shet. ang lamya ko kasi. Sa pagkakaalam ko, kaya hindi ko kinarir ang paglalaro nung highschool kasi nga takot ako madapa o mabangga, kaya ako nagpingpong, para safe na safe from physical harm ng ibang tao!!!

Pero go lang, ieenjoy ko lang ang masayang samahan ng aming TourCHEs team! Masayang masaya talaga silang kasama. At oo nga pala, ako may pakana niyang funny "TOURism & College of HomeEconomicS" name na yan, joke ko lang kasi talaga pero sinakyan na nila. HAHA. Let's Go TOURCHES!!!

Ang dami kong kalokohan, ilan lang yan. Yung iba, nakakahinayang at nakakapagsisi na ginawa ko, yung iba naman ay may mabuting naidulot sa buhay ko.

Minsan, okay lang talaga magkamali. Bakit? para mabigyang gamit yung salitang chance. At kung may chance ka na, it's up to you if you'll make a change.

Okay lang ako after all. Steady lang as usual.

I refuse to be lonely

Ganon lang talaga. May mabigat na dahilan para malungkot, pero ayaw ko. Mas pinipili kong maging masaya.

Hahayaan ko na lang yun. Ayun naman ang sinabi sakin. Pero hindi ako malulungkot.

May dahilan para maging masaya. Doon ako magko-concentrate.

Masaya ako dahil:

1. Kahit narealize kong sadyang tamad talaga akong tumakbo at na hindi naman talaga ko dapat nagbabasketball, nag eenjoy akong kasama ung mga kalaro ko. :)

2. Tamad pa din ako mag aral. Hindi pa rin gaanong bawas ung "study" na stickers sa organizer ko. Pero kahit ganyan, mas responsible ako at nagpapractice mag aral.

3. Malapit na rin maging ok ung friendship ko sa isang nakaaway na friend. Haha. Yey! Hindi na ko matatakot sa pagiging mean niya. Wahahaha!

4. Ang sarap rin ngumiti pag nakikita ko yung hinahangaan kong tao. From head to toe, wala kong maipintas. Ibang klase ang pure heart. :)

5. Nakakapaglaro na ulit ako ng table tennis! Ang tagal kong iniwasan, sinubukan ko maka-get over pero heto ako ngayon, mahal pa rin ang sport na ito.

6. Nakakasama ko na ulit yung best friend kong si mike. I so love him.

7. Kahit aalis na ko ulit sa summer, naeenjoy ko ng sobra ung natitira kong time dito.

Madami pa eh. Hahaha.

Happiness is a choice. I made my choice :)

Nagsabog ang Diyos ng Kasiyahan

Araw-araw Niya yan ginagawa, pero madalas kasi mahimbing ang tulog ko kaya hindi ko nasasalo.

Ngayong araw na to, isang himala. Madami akong nasalong kasiyahan. Marami rin nasalo ang mga tao sa paligid ko.

Ang dami kong kailangan gawin. Masama ang pakiramdam ko. Pero kahit ganon, hindi ako nasstress. Ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko. Sana laging ganito. :)

Sana kayo rin, sana marami rin kayong nasalong kasiyahan :)

Another Girl...

shet! it's what i've been wanting. finally, she's coming!!


it's a baby girl! yey new cousin. finally, it has been a long time since we had a girl in my father's family. nakakasawa na ung panay boys ang pinsan! hahaha.
kamusta naman kasi ang 8 boys plus my brother pa, so 9 na sila tapos 4 lang kami. at pwede mo pa ko ibawas dun! hahahahaha. ang saya. mukha siya na yung last baby na darating sa generation namin, kaya im so happy na girl! hahaha.

Just isn't so...

hindi ako nabingi, sigurado ko sa narinig ko. as in. pero, bakit nga ba ganun yon?! *expletive deleted* nakakainis talaga. gusto ko mahimatay. right then and there. haha.

so nakumpirma ko rin nga sa sarili ko na oo, oo tama kayo. edi ang saya ni mangpagong, at napatunayan niyang tama siya sa mga teorya niya. haha. at syempre, kunwari nalang na-shock yung ibang nakarinig. hehe.

ano nga yung sinabi ko? pero actually, it's more than that na pala. pero, na-late talaga.

"ayoko na. bukas nalang ulit" hahaha. hindi na, wala nang bukas. kasi nga, wala na. wala na pala yun. OR, kunwari na lang na wala na.

hindi na kasi healthy. hindi na tama. it's been building up inside me, baka pag lumala pa, hindi ko na makayanan.

so ayun nga, dito na magtatapos ang DGMon series. tatapusin ko kahit ayaw ko. kahit nalulungkot ako at kahit parang may sakit na dinudulot. kasi wala na kong ibang choice.

hindi sa napagod ako. kung di dahil sa ayaw ko ipilit.

running and screaming...

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so so real
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded...

-Hero/Heroine

Sydney White

it's cute and funny. Sydney White plus her 7 dorks.

karaniwang chick flick syempre. hehe.

pero ang gwapo talaga ni Matt Long! hahaha. naging straight tuloy ako for a moment! HAHAHA!

Green Ranger Episode

N.A. Antoc's Kwentong Tamarind Candy

She can’t say I did not try.

I tried.

Very hard.

It’s just that she makes it impossible for me.

“Maybe she’s not interested anymore.”

Well she can tell me that at least.

She has caused some traffic in my head.

“You can always get yourself out of that traffic. You can find your way out of it.”

It’s getting harder. I don’t want this to end.

Not now, I need it. Her. Yeah, I need her.

“Try doing nothing. At least for now.”

Hindi ko Alam.

"what you don't know won't hurt you."

pero it leaves me paranoid.

isip ako ng isip. malay ko ba kung totoo yun.

ayoko mag assume pero, ewan talaga.

i'll stick to that, what i don't know won't hurt me.

Ano ba yon??

yung kinanta ng UPLB Ensemble (ayun ata name nila ) ?? something with "kabataan".