I'm Just Not...

In the Language of Ballet

I want to make a "pas" forward.

I want to "pas" up.

haha. :)

let's begin with premiere.

Hindi talaga...

hindi makakakilos.

hindi maaabot.

hindi pwede.

hindi.

bakit kailangan mo magballet, habang may hawak akong basketball?

Hindi talaga.

hindi makakakilos.

hindi maaabot.

hindi pwede.

hindi.

bumabagal

talaga ang takbo ng isip ko.

dapat talaga bumaba na lang ako kanina. ang layo na kasi bago ko pa naisipan gawin yon.

sinundan ka lang ng mga mata ko, hanggang sa di ka na maabot ng mga ito.

minsan lang. minsan lang may ganun pagkakataon. minsan ka lang maglalakad mag isa.

hayy.

"...and as she carries on without a doubt i wonder if she has figured it out..."

she was the one to hold me
the night the sky fell down
and what was I thinking when the world didn't end
why didn't I know what I know now?

THE BEST BIRTHDAY WEEK (UP edition)

February 11-15, 2008. hahaha. eh ang haba talaga ng birthday ko. araw-araw may bumabati. funny talaga. Naconfuse na nga yung iba kung kelan talaga ang birthday ko. HAHA. Feb11.

Masayang masaya talaga ko. Nagkakaganito siguro ko kasi next year, hindi ko na masspend yung birthday ko dito. Hayy.

Thank you talaga sa mga nagsurprise sakin. Sorry na lang talaga sa tipid kong reaksyon, alam niyo naman na ganun talaga ko. Hehe. Pero na-touch ako talaga eh :)

Matatagalan pa siguro bago ako magcelebrate ng birthday na kasama kayo basta sisiguruhin ko na hindi ito yung huli.

Salamat sa FLCD circlers and friends sa inyong birthday surprise at sa pagpunta sa Drews, lalo na talaga sainyo Ksquare.

Thank you TOURCHES team including coach pippo and coach car, na nagsupport sa surprise ni inna sakin :) Beybeh Anna at Koojai Love, salamat sa walang sawang pagsuporta sakin, hahaha. alam niyo na ibig ko sabihin :) Mika, kahit tinulugan mo kami, at pinaghintay ng matagal, salamat pa din. haha.

Onga pala inna, maraming salamat sayo. Haha. kahit nagiging bad influence na yata ko sayo. hehehe.

Kish, kahit clueless ka kung ano talaga occasion salamat kasi pinuntahan mo kami. hahaha.

Ballerina and DGmon, pinapasaya niyo talaga ko. Haha.

Ayun, basta, happy kung happy talaga ang birthday week ko ng dahil sa inyo. :)

NO U-TURN

I just have to move forward.

wait. nasusuka ako. :p sa ibang araw ko na lang tutuloy tong dramang ito. hahaha. mag-gagather muna ko ng thoughts. may amats pa.

Dumbest thing you've ever heard anyone say

Sobrang funny talaga makinig sa Monster Radio's Morning Rush Top Ten. Ito lang pinapakinggan kong program sa radio station na ito.

Got this from Chico garcia's blog: (ito ung mga hindi na-air during the program)

This was a hilarious Top Ten, and waaay too many entries to waste! So I’m so relieved to give you some of the other entries, especially the “naughtier” ones.

January 25, 2008 - The Top Ten Dumbest Thing You’ve Ever Heard Anyone Say

1. YnaKi - An Eat Bulaga contestant was asked by Joey and Vic: “Ano sa Tagalog ang grasshopper?” Contestant: “Ahmm. . .Huling Hapunan?”
2. Idlepsych - It was an ex-PBB housemate (1st batch) who said this: “Big Brother, ginagawa po nila ako laughing stuff…”
3. Myckle Mouse - In Wowowee, the question was: “Kung ang ’sigaw’ ay ’shout’ sa Inggles, ano naman sa Tagalog ang ‘whisper’?” The contestant answered: “Napkin!”
4. Dongster - While watchng the news yesterday about a kid killed by a bulldozer, our maid commented: “Kaya ayoko mag-alaga ng aso eh…”
5. No name - My friend and I were walking up the stairs of our schools new bldg. She said out of nowhere: “Imagine mo kung di ginawa ‘tong bldg, umaakyat tayo sa hangin?”
6. Ker - My cousin at a DRIVE-THRU: “Miss, puwedeng take out?”
   
7. Loipogi - Nadia Montenegro promoting her movie: “Please watch ‘The Life Story of Julie Vega’, opening na po on the twenty-twoth of November.”
8. Frederique - In a burger joint I heard a man say: “Miss, isa ngang ‘amusing’ aloha at saka ‘kidney’ meal.” Server: “Dine in po ba or to go?” The man answered: “Ayoko ng sago!”
   
9. No name - I was making cookies at home when I ran out of cookie sheets, so I called our maid and said: “Manang bili ka nga ng cookie sheet.” And she replied: “Ano po, solo o litro?” (coke is it)
10. Marissa - My friend said: “Ang galing ‘no, yung Ash Wednesday last year , Miyerkules din pumatak!”
11. Jasmin - A non-Christian vendor selling a Last Supper painting: “Ma’am bili po kayo ng frame, maganda po ito, ‘Hesus and Company.”
12. No name - While watching “Apollo 13″, after she heard the line: “Houston, we have a problem.” My ex-girlfriend asked: “Sino si Houston?”
13. Dukeman - My aunt was going to the US for the 1st time. She told us: “Nagpapabili ang tita niyo ng ‘autistic’ guitar. Saan ba nakakabili nun?”
14. No name - We were marketing for an org event, when one of my orgmates wanted to clear the definition of the types of sponsors (Major, Minor, Patron, etc.) So she asked her grandma: “Lola, anong mas mataas sa Patron?” Her lola replied: “Patron? Eh di Shell!”
15. Ardiepot - Also in a gameshow. Host: “Ano sa Tagalog ang ‘teeth’?” Contestant: “Utong!”
16. Missy Ricat - I once heard an emcee say: “Let’s give her a warm of applause!”
17. Epoy - One classmate in highschool said, “Ang cute naman ng sintas mo, luminou!” I corrected him and said, “luminous!” Then he replied, “Oo nga pala, plural!”
18. No name - Barker ng bus: Ah Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao, Cubao!!!” Pasahero: “Boss, Cubao?”
19. Jen - Sa isang gameshow, tinanong ng host: “Anong ‘P’ ang Tagalog ng ’storey’ o ‘floor’ ng building?” Contestan: “PIP PLOR!”
20. No name - An officemate of ours told us a story about driving alone in her car: “Alam niyo, pag nag-iisa ako, feeling ko…wala akong kasama…”
21. Rome - I had a customer on the line who had a password on his account. I asked for the password but he forgot. I gave him a clue: “It’s a 4-digit number.” He answered, “Uhm…’ROCKY’?”
22. Slowbyslow - I overheard a lady place an order at Starbucks: “One cup of chino please.”
23. Eve - An officemate once asked: “Saan sa Quezon City ang Mandaluyong?”
24. Asht - I had a meeting with a friend and I noticed that both of us were wearing stripes. He suddenly blurted out: “Uy, stripes din! It’s the color of the day!”
25. Ruby - My sister said of our neighbor who was our arch enemy: “Mamatay na sana kapitbahay natin!” I told her not to say that, coz it might bounce back to us. Then she said, “Ah ganun ba yun? In that case, mamatay na sana tayo!”
26. No name - When I saw that I got a missed call, I said, “Hey, I got a missed call!” My friend said, “Anong sabi?”
27. Jonalou22 - From the gameshow “The Weakest Link”. Host Edu Manzano asked: “Anong ‘T’ ang ibinibigay ng konduktor pag nagbayad ka ng pamasahe sa bus?” Ian Veneracion answered: “TUKLI!”
28. Joeygirl - We were reviewing for an exam and we were already dead tired. A classmate said, “Hala, brownout!” Pagtingin namin, nakapikit pala siya.
29. Eliteblood - A call center agent told a foreign customer regarding the changing of the due date of her credit card: “Ma’am, I already changed your monthly period.”
30. Draco’s Biatch - A home economics teacher asked us: “How do you make wet floor and tow duff?” Translation: “How do you make wheat flour and tough dough”.
31. Kate Molds - During a shower party for my friend, the married women were giving tips on the do’s & dont’s of sexual intercourse, when the bride asked: “Hindi ba kasama yung betlog sa pinapasok?”
32. Loi Pogi - Melanie Marquez: “Ang tatay ko lang ang only living legend na buhay pa.”

Where?

San si Maita? San si Kish? hahaha. kulet nitong dalawa. :) magpinsan na mukhang magkapatid! hahaha. Nakakatawa talaga mga pictures, mata lang ata nagkaiba. "Spot the difference!"

Our CONSCIENCE...

When God activates the conscience...

We take responsibility for our own personal guilt.

We become recipients of undeserved expressions of grace.

When these things happen, that's when we begin to gain a different perspective of our situation.

"from bad beginnings to happy endings.."

Heard these things from Pastor Manny, last Sunday :)

It was worth the wait :)

I need to make up for my stupid mistakes. I will start. No, I have started. Like last night. I will continue this task that I gave myself.

waited for almost 8 hours. whew. just to go home with you. so worth it :)

Special thanks to Mother Theresa Girls' Dormitory Room 307. Kina Clarissa at Maggie sa pagkupkop nila sakin buong gabi. Salamat Maggie for cooking chunkee corned beef :) Kay Judith na nagdala ng spaghetti. Kay Jian na dumayo din doon kahit na muntik siya maligaw. Kay Aaron na dumaan doon before going home.

Maraming salamat din dun sa tindahan na maya't maya naming inistorbo sa pagbili ng yelo, alak at yosi. Haha. Pasensya na sa mga nakatambay sa lobby nung dorm kung naiistorbo kayo sa paglabas-pasok namin.

Masaya naman. Naka-bond kong muli ung ilang Hensengagas, kahit kalahati lang tayo. Sa uulitin.

Pakyuu ka Maggie! Ikaw na ang big winner sa tong its! ubos ang barya namin ni Cla. Mahigit 50php pinanalo mo ah!

Akala ko 9pm uwi na ko, kala ko makakasakay pa ko ng lrt pabalik ng santolan. Hindi pala. MILAGRO! Hindi ako nayamot sa pag aantay. Hehe. Ang tagal talaga ng inantay ko, walong oras. Pero okay lang. Masaya naman.

Lagi kitang hinihintay. at Okay lang talaga :)

New Year Muli :)

Isasabay ko na lang sa Chinese New Year ang ilang mga pagbabago. Medyo windang kasi ang unang buwan ng taon para sa akin. Kaya babawi na lang ako ngayong Pebrero. Tutal, isa naman ito sa paborito kong buwan. Sayang at sandali lamang ito, kaya nga lulubusin ko na ang pagkakataon.

I promise to make myself happy. :)

Pinaka LOVE kong BOYS :)

My best friend for 9 years :) Mike Neilsen Chong, my Dihia :) Wala nang papalit sa kanya. Siya ang may sala kung bakit SUUUUPERRR lakas ko mang asar o mang BULLY hahaha. Siya nagturo sakin maging pasaway. hahaha. But I love him talaga. Sobrang sweet na best friend.

Naalala ko pa, kahit magkagalit kami, magkasama pa din kami. Tabi pa din kami sa class, kahit hindi nag uusap. Sobrang inseparable kami. Karamihan ng sulat sa notebook ko, hand writing niya. Haha. Siya taga sulat ko. Lagi ko din siya partner sa lahat. Haha. Partners in crime. Hari at Reyna (pwede ding Hari uli hahaha) kami ng kalokohan.

Sundan mo ko sa States ha! Antayin kita dun. Hahaha.

the next boy in my life:

My only brother, Raleigh Joseph Juaner :) My Bebe Rara. Super kulit. Napapasayaw sa "watch me dooooo" ng Crank that Soulja Boy. Nakikikanta ng "uh uh uh uh uh ohhh..." ng Me Love. Batang mahilig sa "coke" at sa "coatie" (chocolate). Mana sa akin, maarte, as in "eeewww" super pihikan din sa pananamit, siya pumipili. kailangan terno! kailangan naka-shoes lagi kahit nasa bahay lang, ayaw ng sandals!

"AAARRRGGGHH" pag naiinis siya. "NO NO NO NO NO!!!" pag sinabi mong, "u wanna go to the corner??"

I miss his mohawk :) Kinailangan pa namin suhulan ng lolli"POP" para mag-behave sa barber shop. He loved fixing his hair, after bath, naghahanap ng gel. haha. arte.

Iyakin. Pikon.

Namimiss ako kagad. When he first saw me in LA after being away for 2 weeks, he screamed: "ABBIIIIEEEE!!!!" oo, ABBIE lang talaga. hahaha. baliw. minsan lang mag ATE, pag nagpapaawa na ialis na sa corner. hahaha.

Everybody's baby boy :) I miss being with you!

Sobrang LOVE ko sina Dihia at Rara.